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Sunday, December 16th, 2007
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5:57 pm - long time gone
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i think i will start posting in here again after a long time of cheating with myspace. i miss it here. quieter.
and lord knows i have much to post about these days
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| Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
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5:07 pm - wee
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Your results: You are James T. Kirk (Captain)
| James T. Kirk (Captain) |
| 75% |
| Chekov |
| 75% |
| Will Riker |
| 70% |
| Uhura |
| 65% |
| Mr. Scott |
| 60% |
| Geordi LaForge |
| 55% |
| Deanna Troi |
| 55% |
| An Expendable Character (Redshirt) |
| 55% |
| Leonard McCoy (Bones) |
| 50% |
| Beverly Crusher |
| 50% |
| Jean-Luc Picard |
| 35% |
| Worf |
| 30% |
| Data |
| 29% |
| Spock |
| 19% |
| Mr. Sulu |
| 15% |
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You are often exaggerated and over-the-top in your speech and expressions. You are a romantic at heart and a natural leader.
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Click here to take the Star Trek Personality Quiz
i had to too...
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| Thursday, February 16th, 2006
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3:46 pm - dear diary
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hello old journal. just stopping in to say hello. i know. i know. it HAS been a long time. i feel really awful about this. is there some way i can make it up to you? anyway... i hope things are going okay with you. no no. i'm not seeing anyone else. alright, well... i guess i will talk to you later.
<3 christa lee poopy-pants
current mood: tickled
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| Thursday, December 1st, 2005
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3:12 pm - it's been a long long while
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| Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
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1:42 pm
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friends only from here on out, kiddies. if you want to read...comment away
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| Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
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7:55 am - if you are in bc...
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| Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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1:09 pm - wish i was there for you!
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dearest michelle...
Don't Worry, Be Happy
Here is a little song I wrote You might want to sing it note for note Don't worry be happy In every life we have some trouble When you worry you make it double Don't worry, be happy...
Ain't got no place to lay your head Somebody came and took your bed Don't worry, be happy The land lord say your rent is late He may have to litigate Don't worry, be happy Look at me I am happy Don't worry, be happy Here I give you my phone number When you worry, call me I make you happy Don't worry, be happy Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style Ain't got no girl to make you smile But don't worry be happy Cause when you worry Your face will frown And that will bring everybody down So don't worry, be happy (now)...
There is this little song I wrote I hope you learn it note for note Like good little children Don't worry, be happy Listen to what I say In your life expect some trouble But when you worry You make it double Don't worry, be happy... Don't worry don't do it, be happy Put a smile on your face Don't bring everybody down like this Don't worry, it will soon pass Whatever it is Don't worry, be happy
STOP SCRATCHING!!! take it from a seasoned kootie pro...don't scratch!!
current mood: worried current music: video game music
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12:59 am - stupid skytrain asshats!
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i have to say, it was much hard leaving geoffs house tonight. this sucks! it seems to get harder and harder. and then to cap off my feeling of...im not really sure what...i got dropped off at the skytrain, bought my ticket accordingly, got on the train and listened to music. oh, but then a big, mighty skytrain police man walked on and asked for my ticket. i pulled my transfer out of my pocket and showed it to him. he looked at it then walked away, turned around and came back to take a second look. it was the ticket that i had bought to get TO geoffs house. i scour my little pockets for the new transfer. no dice! it fell out of my pocket. big, rent-a-cop hauled me off the train and wrote me up a delicious 46$ ticket. WTF?! he then phones in my name to ask if i had any outstanding offences. um, no...just like i told him. he ever so kindly let me off with a warning. how nice of him. i guess it is just his job, but i mean give a sistah a break here. i just told you that it must have fallen out of my pocket. you don't need to yell at me on a skytrain platform that you are writting me a ticket for failiure to produce appropriate proof of purchace. damn! im going to bed now...
current mood: sad current music: alexisonfire-new single (doods! it's good! catchy catchy!)
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| Monday, March 7th, 2005
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11:26 am
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i desepretly do not want to go to school today. i woke up this morning, and i was all confused. i didn't know what day it was. i didn't even know where i was for a second. my room has started to feel foriegn now. thanks a lot, you! it sucked! i slept horribley. geoff played at the coppertank again. it was pretty good. i rounded up some friends, and they all stuck it out to the end to watch him play. they all really liked his music which is nice cause they are all really snobby. went to the duran duran show on friday night. oh lord! at one point i had to suck back tears cause simon, nick, andy, john, and roger were all really playing before my very eyes! i felt 6 again. i danced so hard up in my way too far away section. it was so good. one of the best shows i have ever been too. i went in with high hopes, and i was not let down.
i think i have to end this update here. i have to go to school. i have to.
current mood: aggravated current music: pearl jam- sleight of hand
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| Saturday, March 5th, 2005
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12:48 am - how did this happen?
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my bed is too big. my bed is too empty. i wish i was there.
current mood: calm current music: the wedge on tv
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| Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
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9:21 am - 123 kootney loop
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so, i have been staying at geoffs house now for like the past week. it has been most enjoyable, although i think he is getting a wee bit sick of me now. but, i guess that is what happens when you are around someone for long periods of time no matter who it is or what the circumstance. but it has been really nice sleeping next to him every night, and waking up to him in the morning. even though in the night, he wakes me up to rip my arm across the bed so it is around him. bliss.
anyway...so, every morning i get up with him and he drives me to the skytrain so that i can go to school and him, work. every morning i have been accosted by jehovah's witness' tying to rope me in to their holiday-less devotion. i say "NO SIR"!! i then cram my ass onto the over stuffed trizane where i am forced to smell everyone. but not the best part of my commute...oh no!
after the train, i get off in New West so i can take a bus the rest of the way to school. this is the part of my commute. it is the part where i seem to put on my judgmental hat for about 30 minutes. this bus is just nutty! i wish that all of you, my fine reader friends, could voyage with me. it would appear that all the kids from Burnaby Central High take this bus to get to school. alright now, when i was in high school, it was cool to wear your sweats and morning hair. who needs to dress up for math, right? these kids, from BCH, ALL look like they just walked off the set of their latest music video!!
even the fat, ugly kids...who, at my school, were NOT cool, wore the funniest clothes and such, and were tormented mercilessly by the "cool" kids...looked like they too just walked out of a seanjohn store. good lord!! i saw girls get on the bus this morning with better weaves than any i ever saw on ricki lake!! and they all looked like they wanted to kick my ass!
i just sit there at the back, all quiet, listening to my music, paying no never mind (well, a little bit of never mind, i guess. but it's not like i am sitting there all shaking my head and making scoff noises every time a new kid gets on the bus!)...but they all glare at me. suckahs! anyway, i would not want to be a high school student at all anymore (not that i ever did) high school looks much too scary now. i'd probably get beat up everyday for running my mouth to all these little homies.
i have also concluded that people who ride "long" boards....are posers! it is always the kid with the lebret piercing, army hat, D&G sunglasses, and k-swiss shoes riding those things. um...the "pretty boy" type. like if they fell, it would probably be the end of their world.
i am off to eat my veggi spaghetti...zing..
current mood: amused current music: my own mix in logic
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| Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
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10:56 am - want to take a nap!
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i am in class right now (well...on a break) and my eyes are doing that 'roll into the back of my head' thing and they keep like, crossing involentarily (yeah, i can't spell that word). i am trying and fighting so hard to stay awake for this shiz, but it is like i physically can not do it. it bores me to tears and sleep. time to smoke a stretch, i guess.
current mood: hungry and tired current music: deftones
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| Monday, February 28th, 2005
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11:59 am
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Name Four Bad Habits You Have: 1. smoking 2. eating cheese 3. leaving drinking glasses in my room 4. alcohol
Name Four Scents You Love: 1. disale 2. my laundry soap, whatever it is 3. wet cedar 4. geoffs shampoo
Name Your Top Four TV Shows: 1. Buffy 2. Myth Busters 3. anything on the discovery channle 4. sadly...the OC
Name Your Top Four Movies: 1. fight club 2. lost boys 3. donnie darko 4. willi wonka and the chocolate factory (which i just got yesterday on DVD...mmm hmm)
Name Four People That Know You the Best: 1. geoff 2. michelle 3. kevin 4. liz
Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now: 1. do i want to go to class or not 2. why did that dumb gamer have to pick the computer right next to mine when there were 8 other computers around the room, just as good. if not better 3. how i had the best sleep last night 4. i have to shit again
Name Four Things That You Have Done Today: 1. caught a sky train 2. did some schooly type things 3. chugged a can of v8 4. changed my journal
Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink: 1. v8 and kool-aid 2. water 3. coffee 4. beer
First Grade Teacher's Name: Mrs. Howe. she was a bitch! but she taught me that my name is a jail word. i guess thats kinda cool.
Last Words You Said: "a twoonie!"
Last Song You Sang: losing a whole year- third eye blind
Last Person You Hugged: geoff
Last Thing You Laughed At: this morning when telling geoff that he sleep punched me.
Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It: yesterday
Last Time You Cried: dec 29th
What's In Your CD Player? on my MD...pearl jam, grandaddy, idlewild
What Color Socks Are You Wearing? blue
What's Under Your Bed? a bowl with ashes in it
What Time Did You Wake Up Today? 6:30am
Current Taste: ass!! i need to chew gum.
Current Hair: blondish
Current Clothes: jeans, red chucks, geoffs pixies kanga zip
Current Annoyance: my fucking skin!!
Current Longing: ummm...im not really longing for anything right now. maybe 10 million dollars
Current Desktop Pic: edward gorey pic of gashly crumb tinies
Current Worry: continuing doing what im doing
Current Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex: hands. lips. back.
Last CD You Bought: couldn't tell you. it has been a while since i have bought cd's.
One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Talk To: stephanie charles
Type A Line You Remember From Any Book: "i am kind of paranoid in reverse. i suspect people of plotting to make me happy."
How About The Stupidest Lyric? "He brought disaster wherever he went The hearts of the girls was to hell broken sent They all ran away so nobody would know and left only men cause of Cotton-Eye Joe" Some Of The Things Surrounding Your Computer: video camera, printer, blank cds, blank dvds.... it's on a shelf, there's not really too much
current mood: blank current music: pearl jam- of the girl
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9:22 am - my weekend, i guess.
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s'been a while since i updated, no? i have just been busy i suppose. no one ever comments, so i feel like i am writing for no one. (yes...GIANT hint. just kidding) i have also been staying at geoffs, so i guess i have better things to be doing than using the computer. like him. ha ha. 'twas a good weekend all in all. friday, went out for beers with lisa and her lover. saturday...um...hung out at geoffs and did laundry. was in bed by 9:30. sick! i am getting old. up at 5am to start off my sunday. this was the day geoff and i were to start our cleanse. you know, that one with the lemons and syrup and cayane pepper. GOOD LORD!!! i spent about 45 min. prepping the eff'ing juice only to take one sip of it and discover that it sets my throat on FIRE. fuck that game. i guzzled one glass of liquid hot before deciding that i was not doing the cleanse at all, and proceeded to make tater tots (that geoffs mom bought special for me cause she is the cats meow!). sunday night was extra great. geoff played a mini set at an open mic thingy at the coppertank. i was so scared for him. i had all kinds of butterflies in my tummy cause i thought he was going to fuck up and then feel like an idiot infront of a bunch of people. but the guy pulled it off seamlessly. it was excellent. all the weaknesses that i normally hear in his performance (sorry baby, but there are some) were non-existent last night. i couldn't believe my ears. he even busted out some harmonica on that shit. which he started playing last week, by the by...but it sounds like he has been playing it for a lot longer. he got huge applause (not just from me, dickholes) and when he came back to our seat, got mobbed by these guys who were asking if he had a band and shit. the whole night was cool. i think i was kinda proud of him. after that, I GOT TO DRIVE HIS CAR HOME!! geoff has never let me drive his car. my licence expired on my last birthday, so he refuses...understandebly. but last night, he was sleepy, so i got to drive!! that car stops on a dime. ha ha. i love driving! got home. pooed. went to bed. doods!! geoff sleep punched me in the face, too! it was ridiculous. and stabby on my eye. you know what is nice? being able to kiss your partner and say "have a nice day" in the morning before you both head to your monday morning destinations. simple, i guess. but something i guess i have never done. now it is off to record some cock-rock band. i love monday mornings. eck.
sorry for the lamness of this entry, bitches...
current mood: happy current music: now it's on- grandaddy (on my shiney, new MD)
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| Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
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11:46 am
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i hate my electronics class so much!! my teacher wouldn't let me go pee until i had figured out this huge parallel ciruit program, and i for the life of me could not figure it out. this shit is hard and i almost whized me pants until i said "screw this! you can't stop me from takin a pee!!" got up and walked out. i don't want to go back in there. another two hours of this does not sound pleasing to my little head. but i will go cause if i don't leave the computer lab i am in right now, the guy who likes me won't stop talking to me.
ps. i bought myself the best present last night!! i bought Morrissey's Viva Hate on vinyl. mint condition, still sealed in it's original packaging with the seal still sealed nd everything. it will be so hard not to open it and listen to it...but i will not. i am strong like that. ha!
graw! i am off...
current mood: aggravated current music: click click click
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| Sunday, February 20th, 2005
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10:16 pm - please...
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there is a place i want to show you, up north. where the whales don't scare me but dance before my eyes like the majestic sea angles you see them as. it's quiet up there. just the sound of cresting waves and perhaps a hawk or two to break the silence. we'll have to bring a pillow so we can cushion our bum's from the jagged rock pile. maybe we'll pack a lunch too. we'll bring some bread crumbs to feed the birds. it's not a long drive. shorter than you might think. this tiny piece of coastal bliss not too far removed from civilization, but far enough away that we could make sure that we were the only people that each other see's for hours. so, come on now. pack your day bag and wear a sweater. we'll head out tomorrow after breakfast. don't worry, i'll hold your hand for the climb. i know the rock face well enough. we'll be back before dinner. i just really want to show you this one thing...
current mood: red
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12:57 pm - oneday
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this will be my new tattoo. as soon as i get me some moola, this will be on my back. you see, these flowers are gladiolus. now, im no flower, butterfly, fairy kinda lass...but somewheres in the archive, there is a picture of morrissey with a bouquet of gladiolus coming out of his arse pocket. so, in my twisted, kinda gay fandom...i will put those flowers on my back, on the left hand side, just so it kinda looks like they are coming out of my arse pocket too. his weren't red, they were white...but i am me thus, they will be red!
ahhhh morrissey *swoon
(also, this whole entry is basically just so i can see if this whole picture thing works)
current mood: amused current music: liz asking me if i know about cars
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| Friday, February 18th, 2005
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11:13 pm - hockey
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i got to go to a Giants game tonight. my record still stands in that every hockey game i ever go to...my team wins. anyway, my little brother took me. and he bought me dinner and cigarettes. it was awesome! MY little brother!! the eternal bum! when we walked up to the collisium, there was a girl laying in her very own vomit. i almost turned around and went home. also, i met my step brother's girlfriend, heather. she is such an idiot. i don't think i was very nice to her. she had a beer cup in her hand and she kept flinging it around and spilling it all over my brother and step brother. i called her a spilly talker and asked her if she wanted me to hold her beer for her. i think it was pretty much the only thing i said all night. peter (the s.b.), told me to LIGHTEN UP. ha ha. yeah, so they left at the end of the second period because she was too sauced to be there. oh, she was also carrying a Friend's hand-bag with all the Friend's on it. ick. on our way out after the game, some people were handing out free cans of chili!! what a weird thing to hand out...but i got my can and then forced my brother to get a can too so he could give it to me. im not gonna turn away free food. now i am home, and i am bored. geoff should be here, but he isn't.. on account of me going to the game and all. oh well. alright, time to go watch me some Kids Say the Darndest Things. mmm hmm.
current mood: fine current music: tv
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| Thursday, February 17th, 2005
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11:49 pm
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when you think you are being disinteresting...you are mistaken. the fact that i can lay in a bed with you, and read my budget outline in the newspaper while you sleep...means the world to me. you don't have to be talking or touching me or even awake to hold my interest. you captivate me even when you sleep.
current mood: content current music: gram parsons
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| Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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12:49 am - helps
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can someone fill me in on the ebonics of computerville??
what does "w00t" mean? why the two 0's? why does everyone use this? i hate all those stupid computer "words" but this one just intrigues me cause i have no idea what the deal is with the zero's...
yaarrrr
current mood: wondering current music: still john lennon
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